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Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
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there are times when i
can't seem to understand it all
and yes, it seems as though i am going
nowhere really fucking fast.
i really don't want was going on with me in the begining of the year to start over again.
this is going to suck.
its not even worth it.
not at all.
i think that going to california for the week is going to be really really good for me.
i need to get away, and like...
agh, i don't know.
i am freaking out.
i don't want to feel like this anymore.
my stomach aches.
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Monday, February 13th, 2006
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for whatever reason, i really couldn't tell you, he got me.
he's got me, man. and i have been doing everything i can to deny it.
i waited for him to sign online last night.
when he finally did, we didn't even talk.
and i felt pretty pathetic.
like, why?
i think, that i am just going to have to get over it.
like, really get OVER it.
yeah, but i don't want to.
ah!
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Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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that is it.
i am sick of feeling like an asshole.
i am done.
this is for me.
this is for me.
you just wait.
give me a month and a half.
you will see.
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Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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what sucks is that there is nothing i can do.
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Monday, January 9th, 2006
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you were a huge part of my life,
and now you are barely there.
i havent forgotten about you.
i just don't think about you anymore.
but no matter what happened
or what happens from here on out,
my intention was never to miss wishing you
the happiest of birthdays.
i'm sure you'll do great things.
i'm sure.
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Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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Thursday, December 15th, 2005
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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
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Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
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sometimes i wish i never knew you, because all you do is sit in my head, tying me down-keeping me down, FEELING down.
i think i feel sick.
i'd rather be sick.
ihatethatyouhavethisthingaboutyouthatmakesmehatethewayyouholdmethewayyouusedtothewayyoudidihatethatihavetohateitbutidobecauseitsdrivingmeinsaneandyou'rehorribleandyoushouldn'tmeanathingbutyou'reeverythinginstead.
its a mother fucking calypso!
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Thursday, October 6th, 2005
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Grace needs...
a shrink
further aid
help
a lodger to help restore her house
a small taste of success
constant care
new servants
to get out of debt
to prove shes not racist
a man
woo!
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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I think I am by myslef too often.
Because now I am alone.
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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
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i don't know how much i weigh.
and thats okay with me.
if i want to, i can.
but right now...
i really, just don't.
theres no energy anymore.
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Monday, September 12th, 2005
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Saturday, September 10th, 2005
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holy binge.
stupid, stupid.
yeah, i think i hit about 5000 calories tonight.
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Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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i think you've got a lot more to think about.
and i think i do too.
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